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THE SPIRIT NATURE COMMUNITY OF FRIENDS
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WHAT PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY
The Vertical Women's Group of Shasta .
Shastina and Kathryn in the kitchen before everyone arrives .
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Delione after his Life Path Reading.
December 2007
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Emily in 2004 prior to her enrollment in the Spirit Nature Program.
Emily after her first Life Path Healing in 2007.
A little magic goes a long way….
There is no way I could have known that a year ago as I lay silently shaking as I tried to hide my sobbing. He laid with his back to me…as always, either pretending he had no awareness to my misery, or choosing not to see. I reached into my drawer and felt around for one of those little pills that would just knock me out and I wouldn’t have to deal with the pain…at least not for tonight.
On any given day, I was accustomed to being the envy of other people. It was easy to see why…after all, I lived in a beautiful house on the beach with my good looking/brilliant/interesting/funny boyfriend who had just sold his company for 582 million dollars. We had all the right friends, went on extravagant and adventurous vacations, and were young and beautiful with our entire lives ahead of us. Right?
Well, whomever that little bugger was who came up with that saying, “things are never what they seem”- he was onto something.
It’s hard to say when exactly I went from a vibrant twenty-something girl full of confidence and openness, to a scared and lonely one who was constantly deferring to the needs of a man who didn’t show her respect and mostly certainly didn’t give her any love. One who always put his needs and wants first and didn’t even give it a second thought.
But somewhere during the 5.5 yrs we were together, that transformation occurred. And instead of actually being the girl who so many envied, I lay in bed begging myself for the courage to leave this man.
It seemed almost impossible. So much so, that I vividly remember the day I begged myself for the courage to leave and then staying for an entire year longer. Where would I live? Who would my friends be? How could I break the news to my family? I was the one in the family who had it together! How would I survive on my salary after I had gotten used to the good life. Ummmmm, yeah…..the good life? If that was the good life, I really was in trouble.
Even though I was broken and miserable, I still had a little bit of self respect, and after learning that he had cheated on me with a random woman he met in a cell phone store, I decided we should take a trial separation and see if we really wanted to be together. How I justified this to myself and thought that we maybe could get back together is baffling to me now.
It was during this time that I contacted James, for the second time in my life. I had originally met him and had a life path reading 6 years earlier. And although during those 6 years I thought of him and how much I wanted to contact him, for some reason (controls) never did.
When he came to meet me, he couldn’t conceal the look of shock on his face at the sight of me. I weighed 98 pounds and was void of really anything, save sadness and despair. James gave me a healing that was the beginning of a very tumultuous journey. It began with a big lump in the middle of my forehead and my eyes swelling shut for a couple of days. This was a release of the intense pain I was swallowing to have this so called “good life”.
After the physical deformities waned and I began to feel a little better, I made the best decision of my life so far, and that was to start recognizing me. Hell, if I wasn’t going to recognize me…who else was? Well maybe James… but that’s just because he is so truly amazing!! So that meant breaking it off with the guy.
By using the spiritual tools James has showed me, and focusing on affinity connections rather than competition, I have begun to create the type of life I really want to live. By validating myself, and looking closely at the things I can see without eyes, I have shifted my vibration. As a result, I am attracted to different types of people and different types of people are attracted to me. As James would say, “this is a gooooooooood thing”.
It has not been an easy road, and it is far from over, but with James’ patient guidance and unwavering love and belief in me, I have healed my heart and even my own body on several occasions. I had a recurring illness that lasted one year. I tried all sorts of western and eastern medications, special diets…you name it! Nothing worked until I began to stop defining myself by my ex-boyfriend who, for so many years, I had been depositing my beautiful, STRONG, femine energy into, so he could become successful, and I could be left empty. I try not to think too much about where I might be had I been putting all that energy into myself for the past 5.5 years, because who knows if I would be here? And right here is exactly where I want to be.
It is a magical place full of hope and possibilities. It is a spiritual place. It is fun and hilarious place. It is the best place I can last remember being. And seeing as we really only have the present…I would say that’s a DAMN gooooooooooooooood thing!
- Emily from Marina del Rey, CA
Emily with her hoolahoop.
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James has performed such an amazing miracle for me! I have to start by saying that I have been working with James for 3 yrs and my life has seen a fundamental makeover and transformation in this time. I had worked with him in person and since have moved and am working with him now long distance. I am so much more certain of myself now, as a creative, Vertical Woman. I see things so differently now, it is truly amazing looking back from where I came and the immense amount of emotional pain, and the big fat lies I was subscribing to. I had concocted such a great facade of performances. Now I feel so much better about myself, being so much more authentic as a woman, with much greater love for myself and others.
The most recent and invaluable experience with James was when I called him with excruciating pain in my stomach. I was in so much pain I was unable to go on with my daily activities during the day and couldn't sleep most of the night. I called James and he began working with me to move the pain out and see what the cause was.
James worked with me each time I called and was in pain, assisting me until the pain was gone. He also gave me tools that I could use to heal myself. After a few sessions with him, he found the cause of the pain and what had been impacting me so dramatically. Working with him, I remembered as a child having the same impairing stomach aches and with James' information saw where they had come from. Part of the process was that James worked with me to help give myself Permission to be out of a great deal of the negativity I had been in. To be in my body with ownership for myself and to understand that I am complete and whole as a woman just as I am. What was amazing is that each time I was able to do this the pain diminished and went away.
This was an incredible Miracle!
If I hadn't met James I would have eventually had to seek advice from a doctor who may have directed me to some kind of stomach surgery or drug use. Even going in that direction, there was no promise the pain would all be gone, and the consequences would be erroneous.
Thank you So much, James, for the amazing miracles and truth you've given me!!!
- Sarah Elizabeth from NewYork City
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Ann before her first Life Path Healing.
Ann after her first Life Path Healing.
October 2007
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Kelley before her first Spirit Nature Introductory Reading.
Kelley after her second Life Path Healing.
Kelley in her beautiful organic garden after her Life Path Reading.
October 2007
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Crystal before her first Spirit Nature Introductory Reading.
Crystal during her Life Path Healing Week.
August 2007
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Larry after his Life Path Healing.
November 2007
Larry during his Healer's Path - Life Path Healing.
ism or not here was i
i was born into the beliefs of catholicism and materialism
i was raised to embrace patriotism and capitalism
i was taught the ills of racism communism socialism
i was higher educated by jungism freudism to analyze my thoughts within
and i created dimensional forms
of realism within expressionism cubism pointillism impressionism
unfulfilled i was
so i danced with paganism eroticism shamanism
i turned to the east seeking spiritualism
i knelt down to hinduism jainism
sufism taoism buddhism
unfulfilled i was
i awoke one day to meet james walking
a separate path
he asked me what i thought and how i felt
i said
i was thinking negative thoughts and feeling the pains
of where yet i hadn't been and what i yet couldn't do
unfulfilled i was
he ask if i had the courage to see with clarity out side of the boundaries
of the ism
yes i think so said i
and with his kind and loving assistance
here stands
I
unbinding the knots of the ism's
releasing the s & m (sadism & masochism)
ready to experience one fine day
- Larry from Redwood City
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Helena after her Life Path Healing (with Tansy).
2007
My friend Dylan who likes to lick my legs after he drinks a lot of water when I visit Helena.
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Ladies! Forget psychiatrists, forget therapists, forget support groups and gurus! if you are female and you truly wish to empower yourself with new information then you should absolutely work with James. Journeying with James has brought me a greater vision of myself as a powerful woman more than anything else I have tried. It isn’t easy, by any means -- it will take your fullest attention and commitment -- but James is always there to assist me with information and understanding - no matter what I am going through. In terms of investing in yourself, it is worth every penny. In fact, this is the best investment of money I have ever made in myself.
As James says, “there is a war against women” going on the planet in the most obvious and subtlest of ways. James' information which is radical from what I knew and assumed about myself and living and the tools for being a “Vertical Woman” have helped me change my entire life. I no longer fear speaking my thoughts and insights as I used to do. I trust in myself and don’t disregard the “red lights” of harmful relationships. My self-esteem, relationships with males and friends have all improved dramatically since doing my Spirit Nature Journey. If you are interested in self-improvement and and having affinity for yourself and others, and a sense of life fulfillment then I would recommend that you absolutely work with James. This is priceless information and an amazing journey that I am still on.
- Jody from Cupertino, CA
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Working with James is the choice to increasing freedom. Freedom from pain - psychic, physical, mental and emotional. And in that freedom is the choice to create your highest dream. Through the last 3 years he has instructed, supported, encouraged and challenged me to grow in my valuing of Myself, Others and Life. It has been a miraculous path and continues daily.
- Jennifer from Marin, CA
Jennifer in 2003 Prior to Enrollment in the Spirit Nature Program.
Jennifer in 2007
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Before working with James three years ago, I was a victim of life. I lived my life for everyone else. Everyone else, by the way, were idiots! Everything that went wrong was someone else's fault. I'd built a fortress of illusion where I lived in the highest peak and anyone who could get to me had to prove that they were of the highest competitive caliber to be able to be with me at all, Males and Females.
I performed my way through life. I’ve received numerous degrees from prestigious Universities, pleasing every family member, so serious, so driven, prove it, prove it, prove it. I was such a great actress I even deceived myself! Until I realized that I had no real fulfillment and huge amounts of pain (emotional and physical).
Then! I began working with James! Slowly…a few readings at first, one at a time. I began to dismantle that fortress of illusion, I began to see the beauty of revealing me. I am in the process of giving myself permission to be, me.
I highly recommend the Lifepath Journey in Recognitions, the Universe Charting and just beginning the process. I am learning that I am a beginner of life and that I have Choice to be creative or destructive.
James is the most non-judgmental, patient, and caring healer. The structures and support are totally individualized and personal. This is totally a journey for authentic recognition
More to add…..
Having worked with James this past year toward being a vertical woman, I am finding that my "out of body" habits are becoming inconvenient. That means as I am committing to being vertical, I simply do not have the time to be out of body. It just does not fit in my schedule. (Not being in body and focused to clear creations is becoming tiresome, awkward and problematic.)
- Melissa from San Francisco, CA
Melissa, February 2007 on The Spirit Nature Journey doing her Universe Chart No. 3.
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I have been working with James for over a year now and in that time period I have learned many things on a deeper level about myself. I have profound understanding of how my lack of affinity for myself, my constantly looking at my glass half empty instead of half full, my inability to validate my tiny or large steps taken, my constant thoughts of limitation and lack have all caused tremendous stress and pain in my body.
In working with James and experiencing his love and support, his healing abilities and ability to see, and his deep steady spiritual/emotional connection to me, I have been able to change myself and my life for the better. I have much greater affinity for myself and in my self dialogue, I am able to validate myself even when things are not going the way I would like. I value myself and what I have to offer much more, I have an enthusiasm for my life on a day to day basis, and I trust myself to be able to continue to create my wonderful life.
Since working with James I have steadily gradually increased my income and after my last session with him I had a job offer that will increase my income significantly. I am able to create many more options and choices for myself and as a result I have made a commitment to move to a warmer climate to a place that will be more healing and prosperous for me than where I am now.
Thank you James for assisting me to move out from under negative controls, to a life with more Creativity, Celebration, and Freedom!
- June from Sebastapol, CA
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If you are anything like me, you are reading these “testimonials” to see if James is any good and if you should work with him. The short answer: “Yes,” and “You should.” The long answer encompasses over ten years of interacting with James (He’s a PATIENT man!). I have never met someone so nonjudgmental in my life, so utterly devoid of what drives most of us, so out of competition, so without an agenda. You can’t yank this guys chain. He just sits there and warmheartedly chuckles. It’s not that he’s “above you,” he’s just stepped out of the B. S. He’s spent years extracting himself from influences that impact us all, the difference being he can see them and we can’t. How do we know they are there? We feel. We feel out of sorts, or downright irritable and we don’t know why. I’ve been caustic, agitated, can’t even stand myself spaces (I’m not usually THAT bad) and with one 20 minute phone call to James I’m feeling better than I can remember in weeks. Everything I have ever seen James do springs from his enjoyment at first, helping you to become aware of what is impacting you, and second, in aiding you and teaching you to remove it. If James has an agenda, it’s to set you free.
- Jim from Salinas, CA
Jim in 2001.
Jim in 2006 on The Spirit Nature Journey.
Oh what a ride! Of course, reading these words about working with James is the same as reading about a roller coaster or a massage - you can't convey the experience. Maybe looking at the before and after pictures (of the roller coaster ride, the massage, or of working with James) conveys more information. With James you will be introduced to realities you never had a suspicion existed. Those realities you weren't aware of lie both outside you and inside of you. A year ago I was telling James that I was broke and bored and stuck. He kept saying something about juggling my resources. As is always the case with me, it took a while for me to become conscious of the new reality that he was hinting about. I wouldn't say that I'm a quick learner. I will say that within months I will be as retired as I want to be, living in Turkey in a villa overlooking the Aegean sea, with time to devote to what is really important to me. This sea change in realities is thanks to James. He will unstick you in places you didn't even know you were stuck. This is definitely an "E" ride folks!
- Jim - 2007
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MEOW, MEOW, MEOW! so the other day when I was looking at where I would be right now if I wouldn't have met you and started playing, I saw: serious drug addictions (vicodin, alcohol, cocaine) I saw myself in an abusive relationship (physical and emotional) tons of self destruction- starvation, self-mutilation I would've gotten fired from my job been pregnant and had an abortion Lots of beings and family controls (distraught, depressed, frantic, crying freakouts).
When I started working with you:
I was pretty distraught, addicted to alcohol, vicodin, muscle relaxants. I was physically interfering in my parent’s lives and trying to control them. I was in a controlling, adversarial, alcoholic relationship. I starved myself and was sick most of the time. I didn't do anything creative. I also had begun a new addiction of smoking cloves. I was really depressed and I defined myself through taking drugs, drinking, being thin, fixing my family and everyone close to me, etc. etc. I was also oblivious to a lot of these levels and in denial about my addictions. I really had no concept of doing things for myself.
Where I am now:
I am learning sooo much! I am working on getting myself more in present time. I am working through programming for negativity, addictions, performing, competition, self-punishment and about 20 billion other issues. I am learning to be a healer, heal myself and work through some of my pain levels. I am working on ownership of my body! I don't take drugs and rarely drink alcohol. I have allowed myself to try a few new things like surfing and crocheting. I created a new job for myself in a new and more present time field. I've worked through a lot of major body aches. I've learned a lot of things about myself as spirit and my past creations. I am realizing the importance of alignments and affinity connections in relationships with others. I also wanted to share with you that I found some old journals the other day and while reading through them I realized that these controls have been here for a long time (contrary to my belief at times). I also gained some perspective on how they have increased over time debilitating my ability to create. It was REALLY VALIDATING because I realized just how much I have changed and started a completely new path. As well as how much more I am coming into awareness!
- Camille from Redwood City, CA
Camille in 2007 on the Healer's Path Program.
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Meredith before her first Life Path Reading.
Meredith after her Life Path Healing.
Meredith after her Life Path Heart Healing.
Meredith after her three day Life Path Healing Journey.
December 2007
My work with James has been a profound experience for me. One that has involved major transformations. My spiritual growth has sky rocketed forward, my present moments are richer, and I feel physically healthier and stronger. His spiritual healing ability has altered my current reality, the vision of my past experiences have shifted and my future has taken a new course. My vibration is higher and I feel more empowered and joyful. I am grateful to have met James and have him for my spiritual advisor.
Dear James, here is an update. I feel great and I am having a wonderful life. I went horse camping in the mountains and had a beautiful time.
Magic did great on the steep mountain trails and I did my grounding cord excercies for me and the horse. I really saw all the beauty all around me with greater appreciation and joy. I now am preparing to leave for Colorado.
- Meredith from Mt. Shasta, CA
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I come from a middle eastern country. You can imagine how much pressure the culture, the people, the family, the society, religion and myself put on me and how many limitations and past experiences impacted me all my life. Deep inside I knew that I was a free spirit but I was in a wheel turning in the same circle again and again without finding a way out. The biggest earthquake I experienced shook me and made me ask questions about myself. Who am I ? What am I trying to do? What have I done for me so far? Of course, the answers were so dramatic that I needed to take steps as soon as possible before it was too late. I came to the United States. I was very fortunate because I came to the place where I could find great help to heal myself and have a better life. I have found James, who is a wonderful healer, a good friend, a patient teacher and a facilitator of powerful courses. I did not know how much my thoughts, emotions and my past life impacted me to create a nice life and be happy about my relations with people until I started a program called “Universe Charting ... .” During this program, I myself saw all the control beliefs, thoughts, emotions, and other control energies clearly. This program helped me tre-mendously for seeing everything clearly on the chart and I could not escape from the facts anymore.”
- Umit from Salinas, CA
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“I have done the Universe Charting and Spirit Nature Healing. Both served two important triumphs in helping me connect my body, mind and spirit to over come obstacles and achieve greater happiness and well being. James offers invaluable support to facilitate these changes when I might have other wise given up. I have also gained incredible tools that will continue to serve me on my journey.”
- Adrienne from San Francisco, CA
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Shastina before her first Life Path Healing.
Shastina at the end of her first Life Path Healing.
Shastina after her first Life Path Healing.
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I hope you can use my words! I mean each and every one! I Love You for all you have helped me with. I have so far to go and it is scary for me, but I am going! Sometimes screaming and crying, but I am going ... ! That Spiritual growth is not linear is very true. I seem to have days that are pretty rough and then a day where the fog clears and I make it through without too much pain. It is quite up and down at this point. I believe I have lots of onion skin to peel away in many arenas of my life. I pray sometime I will laugh wholeheartedly again and feel alive and ready to tackle my next adventure. “One day at a time and that one present time,” says my dear friend James!!!”
- Suzanne from San Luis Obispo, CA
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This work has changed my life! I have created some of the best adventures since starting energy work with James three years ago. When I started I was at such a loss - even though many times the information was hard to hear and process, I would never go back to the way I was living my life before ... James is very compassionate and sensitive. He allows me to be in the process and not “get it” right away without losing patience. I’ve had many years of processing information a certain way that has negatively impacted me so it will take me a while to change my self-talk and truly believe in myself. James has always been available to bring me back to the present and show me how far I’ve come. He has been the biggest supporter of me and where I am at any particular moment ... Through this process I’ve become a better listener and parent. I’m starting to see life through possibility versus life as a problem that needs to be fixed or endured ... James has worked with me on healing my body and my home. Feeling depressed can be overwhelming, especially when there is nothing tangible to relate it to ... Having more information regarding energy is allowing me to take control of my life - and take responsibility for my life. It’s easy to fall into the victim role and when life seems awful it only makes me feel more stuck. I don’t feel this anymore .... I am the creator of my life and James has helped me see the little steps I can take to make change. Validating these steps is a big part of his work with me ... This process is one that I would recommend to any and all of my friends, relatives, business associates, and adversaries! People will find it when they’re ready and I hope the way I live my life and interactions they have with me will show them that there is a different way of thinking that might make more sense than what they’ve tried all their lives. When I talk with people I quickly find that most people are searching for something ... trying to make sense of life ... and I think looking at themselves in a different way would be a first step ... Having been through readings, healings, chartings and many many phone conversations I can now see that life is full of possibility and potentially positive creations! I am living in the present now more and more which has brought me to this moment where I feel good about being. I could not say this three years ago! Life is indeed pretty good! Thanks James!!!
- Ann Marie, from Juneau, Alaska
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Kathryn after her second Life Path Healing.
Kathryn after her third Life Path Healing.
Kathryn after her Life Path Heart Healing.
James found me beached on the island of numbness after years of being tossed on the choppy seas of deprivation.
His assistance in repairing my boat and charting a new course now has me heading for clarity coast and the land of affinity.
- Kathryn, from Mt. Shasta, CA
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I have suffered from major depression, insomnia, low self esteem, lack of self-confidence and generally lived in a low and negative vibration ... James recognized my pain and fear, and that I felt spiritually broken. He suggested we work together, to try to start healing some of my deep-set wounds. I was very fearful, having little or no trust in others, males in particular. Living my life in the victim role only confirmed that I had no seniority. I was OUT of control and therefore lived in a stress induced, debilitating manner - giving up my seniority to my family, my friends and even my employers and co-workers. My levels of vibration were most likely at an all time low. Eight months ago I was unemployed and felt like a victim of life and it’s difficult and unforgiving circumstances. The controls, the negative thought forms and illusion references that have all been instrumental in my inability to function ... . Prior to working with James I was in a very definite ‘Prove It’ relationship with others and myself. I had lost my sense of affinity for being and therefore unable to have, or give permission to others or myself for expression. My fears were overwhelming and my deserving levels were non-existent ... keeping me a victim, as the predominate factor in my daily living, staying ‘stuck’ and undeserving ... Eight months ago, I had a broken spirit.
It started off as a very, slow, intense process involving ... Healings, Journalizing, Expression, Meditation, moving energy out that was very painful and blocking my abilities to grow, to create and live in a balanced and harmonious way. Throughout the work I’ve done with James I have been able to heal and regain balance of mind, spirit and body. He has given me tools to work with to regain my confidence, self-esteem and self worth. James assisted me in getting out of the victim role and seeing life in a different & brighter light. It was literally a transformation of coming from a very dark, negative and what felt like a hopeless place, into a place of hope, positive thought forms and having a sense of well-being and grace. I’m delighted to say I embrace most days with a sense of joy and contentment. I’m happily and gainfully employed in a very challenging and rewarding environment. This would not have been in the realm of possibilities as I saw things eight months ago. I have learned a tremendous amount about myself and how I operate in this lifetime. My awareness and abilities have been recovered and my healing process has been immensely expedited. I can now choose to vibrate on a higher plane and also recognize when I’m not. Learning how to take back my seniority on so many different levels has changed my life in a wonderful way! Learning the path of accepting responsibility for my actions and reactions has enabled me to learn how to live life.
-Laurie, from Trinidad, CA
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It has been a year since I and my husband started our spiritual process with James. As I mentioned in his web page before, in my "The Universe Charting" I saw all the facts clearly but I was still holding onto my old beliefs, habits, thoughtforms and emotions because I was scared. Changing all of this and getting rid of controls was very challenging and risky. It was a huge jump and a big change inside me. With James's assistance, I decided to jump and take my own responsibility for changing myself and my life. Instead of blaming my husband and others around me for my unhappiness I started a second process called 'The Life Path Journey in Recognitions". For a month I monitored myself closely and took notes about each and every thoughform, emotion, control and limitation every day. I used to think that I was always doing the right things according to my values, but these were taught by my family and society. My values were always right but others were wrong. I was blaming others for making me sad and not accepting who I was, but I did not really know who I was. How can others accept a person who can not tell them who she really is? I was reflecting this with my energy and people were confused, of course. It is ridiculous to try to make eveyone think as you do, act as you do or feel as you do. I can understand this now but I could not see that before. I know that everyone is different, even brothers and sisters are different than each other although they have the same mother and father. Why was I doing that? Why was I insisting that everybody had to think in the same way with me? I was trying to find a way to feel good about myself becuase I did not like, love and accept myself.
The first person who I was fighting with was myself and the second one was my poor husband. After I left home I was fighting with everyone at work, too. I was not doing all this consciously. I did not have enough consciousness but in time and with these processes I became more aware. I can laugh at myself now whenever I compete with others. It seems to be an easy way to blame others and compete with them but in reality it is very painful and tiring. Taking my own responsibility seemed too much work but I was wrong because competition required a lot of energy, even all my energy and I did not have any energy left for myself to have fun, create or enjoy my life. Monitoring myself every minute was like looking at things under microscope and I could see every detail clearly. Of course, I did not like what I saw because I was giving myself huge harm, punishing myself, limiting myself and making myself powerless. I saw that only a person who hates someone could give this much harm. I was trying to prove myself continously to myself and others because I wanted them to accept me, love me and respect me, but how can this be possible while you hate yourself, while you don't accept or respect yourself ? Even, my husband was feeling this energy I was spreading out and he could not love me in the way I wanted. He did not feel good near me because I was not feeling good about myself.
Each day was full of performance efforts to fight, compete and prove myself to myself and others. How tiring and exhhausting it was! I was using all my energy for huge efforts but I was blaming my husband, others, work and co-workers for my tiredness and unhappiness. Everyday was like going to war with my guns. I was preparing myself for another war day each morning. Can you imagine this? I was just like a soldier waiting in alert for not being attacked or trying to be the best soldier in that field by sacrificing her body for power. It was not unfamiliar to me because I had grown up with a military dad and came from a military family. I must be thankful that the officials did not let women be in the military in my country otherwise I would be in that fight more and more. Howewer, I found a job in a military school and wanted to be in that competition. I can remember the first day when I got this job. How happy I was and how much I was proud of myself for my accomplishment to be in a military place. I was sending messages to my dad's spirit for my success.
After I finished 'The Life Path Journey in Recognitions" everything I was going through was very tough because I was getting into awareness gradually. The facts about me were on the sheets I wrote each day. I asked myself if I had to go on escaping from myself or creating a happy, peaceful, joyful, fun and powerful female. I was in so much pain. As James says, spiritual journey is a life process, it is not fast and I should be patient. For an impatient person you can imagine how challenging it is but I am learning to be patient and get more consciuosness step by step, like a baby growth. I am learning to take this process easy, to have fun and enjoy my life more. Life is very precious and every moment is a gift.
I and my husband benefitted from this process a lot. We can see each other clearly now. We try not to blame each other for our own issues but we support each other and try to enjoy the present moment. Our affinity to each other is increasing more and more each day.We communicate a lot and we are very honest to each other with our feelings, emotions and thoughts. Being authentic solves most of our problems. Growing together, supporting each other by going through bad layers one by one is great. I am leaving my job next week because I don't want to be in the competition game anymore. I would like to create my own business and give good service to the community. I have not found any job to support me finacially which everyone finds very scary but I believe that money is me, I am prosperity and abundance. I have all the power to be able to create anything I like. This will seem to be odd to you but like all human beings I am scared and I have worries. I try not to let these worries and fears stop me from creating myself and my life again.
Thank you James, for helping me find the real Umit. Thank you for letting me trust myself and my power.
- Umit from Salinas, CA
Umit in 2001 Prior to Enrollment in the Spirit Nature Program.
Umit in 2006 after 5 years in the Spirit Nature Program.
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